*Note:-This is a just A story
once i go to the market to purchasing some item for my college party with my friends....
at that time i meet someone in the market whom i know very well…. my heartbeat going so fast and
my mind is just so much confused what to do i dont know but after some moment i take deep
breath and then i control my heartbeat and i controlled my heart
all this is going on and her's eyes looking me.her's eyes asking me something..she has some
questions to ask me,she wants the answer of some of question but i don't know what is the question
in her mind.
it is starting time of cold at my college class there is one girl who is two year younger than me.at
usually boys when see any girl and boys mind's attract with the beautifulness of girl. and i just
attracted with her style, way of talking, i can't explain.
i just start the chat conversion with her any way , by net and in starting time with little
bit of talking with her with respect obvious she is younger than me two years.
and one thing about me i am the monk of beautifulness which is made by nature.
i respect every beautifulness which is really natural.
i told her that she is looking really gorgeous that day was first time in my life i told someone
that and that person
who is casted from girl.
after the conversations is going on...one day she told me that she is writting a book for
herself she is writing her's mind thought in that book. and i told her that yes i also writing
book for my self.
she requested to me for read that book which is written by me. so next day i gave my book to
her. she read that book and something she really feel. and gave me a good complement.
after there is so much thing is going on. but there is one day to go for starting of april
month.
i decide to propose her next day if she said anything then i wil tell her today is joking
day..else...you can imagine.
next day i meet her and waiting for right time and that time came she is surfing on net i went
there and i ask permission to do joke with her she replayed yes, i ask one more time and told
her that plz don't mind.
and she says it's okay it's first day of April. so i take one deep breath and and told her "I
Love You".
she is just starring me for a moment and than after she laugh and told me oh!! thank god it's
joke..
and i told her if i were really asked or propose you then what will the your answer is???
she is start starring me and no replay. i told her it's not a joke i really love you.
i after that she told me that you dont know this is not game. i don't know what is in her's
heart. but i every day told her that i love her.and she say no...you can't it's not game all
like that.
but at that time i am not mature enough to understand love kind of things but i know what is
love what will happen after love and that time i am alone and tired from my life i need
someone's support but i take that decision soon it's not required but i am so excited so just
ignore all thing which is saying me that i am doing wrong but one thing about me is that i just
follow my heart but in one condition if i am hurting some one who is pure hearted person then i
doesn't follow my heart.
after she says no it's not game but who gonne agree with her.
every one is in my support. who know about this thing...
at last i convinced her but she scared so much there is some reason she has and also I have which i can not share with
any one.at last i want to tell that life will go very smoothly if some truth never come's on
top...some truth must be stay in darkness that is better thing for new life.
-Jignesh Sorathiya
